I have developed a terrible head cold. You know the type....stuffed nose that still manages to drip....throbbing head....sinus' blocked.....
It's making me feel even worse.....
I see my psychiatrist tomorrow....I feel so desperate and depressed.
I WANT to go back on my meds, truly I do...I'm aware I have crashed because it's been a month since I last took them...But I'm so scared of the control they have over me and my thoughts. I'm too scared to take them...which is ridiculous because I have been on psychiatric medication for the better part of a decade! It's just now that I am burdened with the knowledge of the bigger picture....It would be easier if I didn't know ....
Can't win........
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